health, ifeel like i am really going to physically transform and change my life and they were like, why? why would you want to do that? because i was earning millions of dollars being the funny fat girl and being the funny fat girl and being that person, and i go, well, because even though i was still very confident being bigger and would rot a red carpet and even though i was probably double the size, sometimes triple the weight of other actresses, sometimes triple the weight of otheractresses, i sometimes triple the weight of other actresses, i still felt confident in that. but i knew deep down inside the sum of the emotional eating behaviours i was doing was not healthy. i did not need a tub of ice cream every night. that was me numbing emotions with using food which wasn t the healthiest thing. was that dealing with fame? lit was dealing with not being a natural performer and having to perform every day and things i had not processed or dealt with in my life that was manifesting