terrorists that spread, one officer s wife called terry s best friend melanie. she just came out and cited mel terrace that, and it took me a minute to process. it and i was, like well what do you mean, i don t understand. at the scene police saw an inconsolable has been. he kept referring to himself as a piece of crack and other things that he should have just been a better husband initiative just been. whether i will never forgive myself never got whether go to heaven. jones the local detective took a statement from levi the big city, caputo buried his soul. did the rest of my life, i ll never be able to move. on he told john today blamed himself for theresa side his wife was prone to drama and depression, he said, but at times he didn t take it seriously. now, it was too. how old where the kids? ten and six. the detective did his best