i knewjewish meant death. it went together in my head. don t forget, i m a little girl. sure. ..after liberation in dp camps. israel sent a lot of teachers to the dp camp, teaching the orphans, the children, to read, to read hebrew, and to know about the country, about israel and so forth. and i remember saying to myself, i m going to study it. i ve got to know what this was. if i lost everybody because of that, what is it? so i began to study thejewish religion, and i m still doing it, all these years. you said earlier that one thing that makes you determined to use your voice and to describe your experience is the feeling that anti semitism hasn t gone away. 0h! that many of the lessons.