I stay here because this is my home. if you guys are afraid, then i have no option not to be afraid, yes. if i leave, nobody else is going to come and protect my home and protect me, so it should be me, it should be my husband, it should be my neighbors. we should protect ourselves. we should fight ourselves. i don t want to sacrifice my children. i don t want to sacrifice myself. i don t want to be a martyr or something. i just want my peaceful normal life back. i just want to go back to my bedroom. i want my husband back into my bed. i want, know, just just to have normal peaceful life that i had before. there are moments in the basement when life seems almost normal. for the first time dorina started to grab her feet into her hands and to go like this ....