the pain, recommit to family, community and religion. the warning is the loss never really goes away. she never leaves. she never leaves my head. residents have changes in school security and parental supervision. some things they couldn t change, which may be another tip for newtown. the school s gym where most of the carnage occurred was destroyed and replaced with garden of remembrance. bret: thank you. later we ll explain why it s so hard for the federal government here to keep spending under control. the next niece the series the cost o spending. up next, another winkle in the fast and furious case. allegations the atf did more than just let guns walk. i always wait until the last minute.