proving myself, and as after so long of that and kind of gaining everybody s trust and just truly proving myself to people, it was like this yeah, like, again, i turned a corner of, like, people actually being like, 0k, got it. you know what you re talking about. one thing you did say, though, was, like, when you think about your identity, you like, sort of, amalgamating masculine and feminine. do you think about yourself like that, still, in terms of your identity? yeah, i mean, ifeel the most powerful when i feel masculine, um, in my life. and i i i also canfind power in femininity. it s kind of a balance of both, but i. what do you mean by masculine ? i don t know, i ve, like. depending on how i walk and stand and my clothes and my face and myjewellery and my fingers and my, like, every just everything that i everything that i am, day to day, like, ifeel. i like to feel more more masculine than feminine. itjust makes me feel better. which i struggled with for a lon
i think a lot of them have been onstage. stage is reallyjust, like, where i. ugh! i love being on stage. i m so i m so bummed that, um, this tour is ending right now but i think, like, honestly, though, i think that a moment might have been when i started to cos i really wanted to direct my own videos for a really long time and visuals has always been something that s really meant the world to me and just been something i ve been so interested in my whole life, and always wanted to direct videos and always had very clear ideas of what i wanted. and it took years of proving myself, and as after so long of that and kind of gaining everybody s trust and just truly proving myself to people, it was like this yeah, like, again, i turned a corner of, like, people actually being like, ok, got it. you know what you re talking about. one thing you did say, though, was, like, when you think about your identity, you like, sort of, amalgamating masculine and feminine.
stage is reallyjust, like, where i. ugh! i love being onstage. i m so i m so bummed that, um, this tour is ending right now but i think, like, honestly, though, i think that a moment might have been when i started to cos i really wanted to direct my own videos for a really long time and visuals has always been something that s really meant the world to me and just been something i ve been so interested in my whole life, and always wanted to direct videos and always had very clear ideas of what i wanted. and it took years of proving myself, and as after so long of that and kind of gaining everybody s trust and just truly proving myself to people, it was like this yeah, like, again, i turned a corner of, like, people actually being like, 0k, got it. you know what you re talking about. one thing you did say, though, was, like, when you think about your identity, you like,
the bleep out of my life. was there a moment you realised you had control? i think a lot of them have been onstage. stage is reallyjust, like, where i. ugh! i love being onstage. i m so. ..i m so bummed that, um, this tour is ending right now. but i think, like, honestly, though, i think that a moment might have been when i started to. cos i really wanted to direct my own videos for a really long time, and visuals has always been something that s really meant the world to me and just been something i ve been so interested in my whole life, and always wanted to direct videos and always had very clear ideas of what i wanted. and it took years of proving myself, and as.after so long of that and kind of gaining everybody s trust and just truly proving myself to people, it was like this. yeah, like, again, i turned a corner of, like, people actually being like, ok, got it,
i turned a corner of, like, people actually being like, 0k, got it, you know what you re talking about. one thing you did say, though, was like, when you think about your identity, you like, sort of, amalgamating masculine and feminine. do you think about yourself like that, still, in terms of your identity? yeah, i mean, ifeel the most powerful when i feel masculine, um, in my life. and i.i.i also can find power in femininity. it s kind of a balance of both. but i. what do you mean by masculine? i don t know, i ve.like. depending on how i walk and stand and my clothes and my face and myjewellery and my fingers and my, like. ..every. . .just everything that i. ..everything that i am, day to day, like, ifeel. ..i like to feel more.more masculine than feminine. itjust makes me feel better.