vietnam. and i knew major decisions were going to be made and i knew that we had them then. i knew we would. and i m glad but i ve been back there twice, once with joe, and i wanted to spend the night on the battlefield. and the helicopter, the russian helicopter flown by two vietnamese pilots, they took the first person out but then stranded and spent the night there. i was able to walk over to my command post and visualize and commemorate that we were unable to get out and i conceded in my mind and then to sit there, what was left there and i remember as i walked the line i knew then that night in the middle of the night when i looked at all of the dead bodies in the process, i knew that it had been 36 hours. but it ended up that night, after we on the ground was me, and my crew and there was just a few of us. and we were drying out and then the night birds, of the monkeys, there was no life. millions of don t you think there has to be a supreme being that created all of