Beautiful granddaughter there with you, how do you feel at night seeing these videos of what s been happening and knowing that people are been trying to break into your home numerous times. how do you find that feeling of safety. it is always fearful, you ar always looking over your shoulder, you re listening for sounds not familiar to you. you do not feel safe. you can t go out on the porch and the mornings to drink coffe without a gun on you. i cannot tell you how fearful i is. how uneasy you feel coming even being out on the property. i am always looking, constantly. this is the third time in 18 months that we have had illegal here on our property. ....