can speak to thousands of people within minutes. i started every day putting pressure on myself by letting everybody know how i was doing on the scale and with my diet. people can do that with blogging and all that. like that? yeah. yeah. and tweeter and everything else. all my friends and everybody was coming back with words like proud and happy and congratulations and on and on. shock and awe. what do you mean? be a showman. it was funny. a friend said, don t change your cloths until you lose all the weight. so i kept on tailoring my clo s clothes slowly. i ended up with a unipocket in the back of my pants. oh. the day i took it off it was such a shock to everybody it was