day you re. cinderella one second and next you re quasi moto. i didn t deserve that, nor did my children. on the stand, depp described growing up in a home where he said his mother, who died in 2016 was abusive toward him and his siblings. there was physical abuse certainly. which could be in the normal of an ashtray being flung at you, it hit you in the head. or you would get beat with a high-heel shoe or a telephone or whatever is handy. reporter: and testified that abuse led to him using controlled substances a the an early age. when i was 11 years old, i wanted to calm down. and i didn t know how to.