Interrogation, amber was charged with josh s murder. two months later, out on bond, she gave birth to their son. he s 20 months old now. my mom sends me pictures every day. he s he s my world. but now she can only see him through a pane of glass in the visitation room. nobody can understand how much that simple contact with the people that you love matters until you don t have it anymore. hilberling s jail i.d. reminds her of better days. i miss this girl. i don t miss what she was going through. at the time. but i m i miss being a girl. that s one of the options we don t really have in jail. i get reminded at least once a day that i don t look anything like i used to. the girls here make makeup out of colored pencil, toothpaste, hair grease. we just do it because kind of makes us feel like we re normal, like we re girls.
For everyone involved in this train, i pray for. nobody can begin to see or estimate what i ve been through in more places that only this courtroom. aside from my sentencing today i will live with this for the rest of my existence. i miss my husband just as much and i know my family misses me. but i put my faith in so much more than anything happening here and now. do you think that letter s going to have an impact? they need to know i have remorse. not because of guilt. but i do have remorse that people hurt. i hurt. hilberling could be sentenced to as much as 25 years. prior to the trial, she turned down the prosecution s offer for far less time if she pled guilty. i was offered five years, no contest, a week before i went to trial. and the judge asked me why i didn t take it, you know? and i told him, i i am not
Today s double bacon cheeseburger, $7. every wednesday they love us. cookies? no, you guys haven t changed them from the oatmeal raisinette, that s why they re still on there. put chocolate chip on there. and i will. we re almost out. okay, thank you. you re welcome. enjoy. hilberling has been convicted of second-degree murder, is now awaiting sentencing. she was seven months pregnant when she pushed her 23-year-old husband josh during a heated argument. he crashed through the window of their 25th floor apartment. the case made headlines. i received lots of letters from people all over the country. that s why i have so much. i write everyone back. it might not be ongoing correspondence but i write them back long enough to say thank you for your support. hilberling says the media as well as josh s family portrayed her in a negative light. i was tried in the media. i was found guilty way before i was found gu.
I m thinking they re confusing there s a lot of people with my name. amber hilberling says there is no confusion about the life she led prior to the 20 months that she spent in the tulsa county jail. before i came in here, you didn t want for anything. and then you come in a place like this and it is a serious transition. first three or four months i spent very angry, you know? i felt deprived of all of the things that i had before that i lacked now and it s because of those feelings that you still have of, this is not supposed to be my life. this isn t where i m supposed to be. a jury found hilberling guilty of second-degree murder after she pushed her husband josh during a heated argument. he crashed through their living room window, and fell 17 stories to his death. later that day, amber, accompanied by her grandmother, was brought to the tulsa police department for questioning.