he was two when he left. and because i am able to see him by web cam, i know that he knows who i am. he calls me sarah. he doesn t have english so i learned turkish to keep up with him. i m constantly concerned about losing his attention. i can t put him, can t play with him, can t kick the ball so i m trying to find new ways all the time to keep him involved. so far i haven t, that the previous statement, i haven t dealt so far with legal what maneuvering but what i strongly believe that even if i win my case, mohammed is a flight risk, then what? he s going to go somewhere else. and he goes and hides in a village and the family protect him. so the other side of that if someone enforcement, some real political will to say dispersants case was wrongfully ruled or whatever the case is but to follow through on that. knowing where to go next, knowing how this affects the next we have to be able to see this all the way through. i m not going to wait till he leaves to find him.