and it just captures the type of man he was. he wasn t thinking about himself. he was thinking about his wife. he was thinking about his family and he kept saying i don t want to put her through this. when i say he worshiped, idolized and adored his wife, i know because he told me. he would often use the phrase she is my soul mate. and i know that this has been a very difficult time for him and for monica and for the whole family. but, you know, for our fox family, bill, i want people to know this was a good man with a great, huge heart who, you know, to be perfectly honest, i have a hole in my heart today. i m just devastated. and i have known that this is coming for some time, to be honest. i was hoping and praying for a miracle. i just want people to remember that in terms of human decency.