Its really one of the oldest fears of parenthood. When a couple is expecting a second child, can you really love that second child as much as the first. I was the second child. You were . This explains a whole lot now. This is why i am the way i am. I have issues. You make fun. I need your help. I need love, okay . But is there really enough love out there to go around. One woman is sharing her story. Heres abcs deborah roberts. Reporter Darcy Shapiro dreamed of having more than one child. It was something always in the cards. Always a plan. Reporter about 18 method m after giving bother to her son, the londonbased american mom found herself pregnant again. I was completely terrified about how it would disrupt the family dynamic we had sort of just gotten used to and created. Reporter writing in a Huffington Post plog how on earth could i possibly love anyone or anything as much as my firstborn . Soon other parents were weighing in, even sympathizing. One writing, i was worried about this when i was pregnant, but the second i held her it wasnt a concern. The other saying it never occurred me to worry that i wouldnt love him her as much as my firstborn. Its extremely common for a lot of parents to have fear and anxiety. A mother has enough capacity, love in her heart to love two, three, four, five, six different children the same time. Reporter shapiros fears quickly dissolved the second she laid eyes on her second son. I couldnt believe how much i loved him right away. Reporter she hopes her honesty will help other moms feel less guilt. They have two boys that are best friends. Its really fun. Now they have someone to sthair with, too. Reporter deborah roberts, abc news, new york. Thats a great pic there. You have two. Yeah. Who do you love more . No. Thanks for putting me on the spot there, t. J. I have that concern. I completely felt like theres no way i could possibly have this much love in my heart for another kid. Then the second one comes along and and then you realize theres no way i can have any more sleep for the rest of my life. Forget the love. I need some sleep. No, i do it just comes right to you. Its tough an that when its rnd 3, right . Thats the problem. They want your attention. Suddenly this other, my son would hit my daughter. But its much better now. They love each other. Were concerned. Coming up, surviving parenthood. Raising kids isnt an easy task. Well talk to an expert with some advice and handy new products that should help make parenting feel a little less like combat training. Watching world news now. Announcer world news now continues after t as we know, life for new parents can be rough. From the constant worrying to not getting enough sleep. Thats a big one. All this is a challenge. As the saying goes, we can get by with a little help from our friends. Were joined by bryce gruber. We talk about help from our friends. Weve got some products here that can help as well. 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Many of the. [ and mortar retailers are actually offering similar advantages. Who is making money and who is not as Shoppers Look for the deepest holiday discounts. Its tuesday, december 2nd. Announcer from abc news, this is world news now. Well, hello there. Good morning. Automat im t. J. Holmes. Automatic reena ninan. Jodi lee hunt killed four people including a former girlfriend before turning the gone on himself. Here now abcs david kerley. Reporter police found jodi lee hunt accused of killing and shooting four people, all of whom he knew in west virginia. They discovered his black pickup truck. He died of a selfinflicted gunshot wound suspected of leaving behind three grisly crime scenes. These werent random acts of violence. Mr. Hunt did know each of these victims. Reporter police were called to a tow truck business. A man found dead there. Another man dead west of town and to the east, a man and woman all believed to have been shot. Several local schools were placed on lockdown as police searched for that pickup truck. We do have some key pieces of evidence that point towards him as being the suspect and including even social media traffic as well. Reporter police are looking into the possibility that a romantic relationship and the break down of that relationship may have contributed to these deadly shootings. David kerley, abc news, washington. A developing story in utah where a possible attack an a high school has been avoided after a student was arrested with a loaded gun. Police say another student told authorities about the gun. When questioned, the suspect admitted he brought the gun to school. The student intended to shoot a particular classmate and then open fire an the rest of the school. President obama is taking concrete steps to discuss the simmering distrust between police and communities of color after the ferguson case. He unveiled a 263 million plan to assist community police, including 75 million for police body cameras. Also enacted tighter controls an the way local Police Departments use federal money to buy militarystyle equipment. The nfl will not punish those st. Louis rams players who came out on the field yesterday with their hands in the air. The five players say their hands up, dont shoot gesture aimed to send a positive message. The county Police Association says it was inflammatory. A Vice President of the team has called trying to mend fences but now they disagree over whether that was an apology. Protesters marched through the streets with their hands up in the same streets. Hands up walkouts took place all over on monday. Some staged a silent diein for 4 1 2 minutes representing the 4 1 2 hours that Michael Browns body lay in the street after the shooting. The fbi is warning american businesses about a destructive Malware Threat as it looks into the cyberattack an Sony Pictures. The breach resulted in the unauthorized online release of several upcoming sony films. Ted rowlands explains as many accuse the North Koreans for the attack. Sony is taking action. Hello, north korea. Reporter the yet to be released movie the interview has north korea on the suspect list for a cyberattack against Sony Pictures that was so bad it shut down the studios Computer System for days, reportedly forcing some employees to use gmail accounts to communicate. You want us to kill the leader of north korea . Yes. What . Reporter the comedy stars seths rogen and james franco planning to kill kim jongun. This is speculation. Nobody knows if north korea is really behind this. Reporter a hacker group, the guardians of peace, is taking responsibility for the attack. Over the weekend, several pirated Company Copies of sonys film showed up online, including fury currently in theaters and the yet to be released remake of annie. In addition to the criminal investigation, sony has also hired an outside Security Firm telling abc news the attack is a criminal matter and we are working closely with Law Enforcement to address it. On friday, a north korean government website reportedly called the interview an evil act of provocation that deserved stern punishment. The fbi is part of the criminal investigation. Sonys computers are up and running and the interview is set for release an christmas morning. Reena, t. J. . Thank you. Disturbing video of an alleged drunk driver captured an a Home Security camera in florida. A car goes airborne before slamming into a pickup truck slicing it in half and badly suggesting another car. The people who own the home heard a loud boom but had no idea what happened until they looked at the tape. The driver was arrested. A Police Pursuit ended with the quickthinking of a good samaritan. They jumped out, sprints across three lanes of traffic before continuing to get away on what . A skateboard. No. Do what you got to do. You see the red pickup there tried to cut him off. Officers then closed in. The man is in custody but, hey, do what you got to do. Never know when those skateboarding skills come in handy. They are bracing for another round of flooding. Some 12,000 sandbags are already piled high in front of almost every home an Steep Mountain roads as they predict several inches of rain. Accuweathers jim dickey is tracking this storm. Good morning. Muchneeded rainfall on tap here for california today. Excessive drought ongoing here. Were going to get tlenty of rain. Drags deep moisture in to california. So from San Francisco northward all the way south towards san diego were going to see rain. In Southern California, that rain will be heavy. Were talking 1 to 4 inches of rain in many locations. Too much of a good thing. Its going to lead to flash flooding and mudslides and issues on the roadways. An indiana man is recovering after a kidney transplant. Im telling you about this because that new kidney was donated by his wife. Doctors had told ken crabb of a lifetime of dialysis or a transplant would be the only way to avoid worsening kidney disease. Thats when his wife turned out to be a perfect match. But she had to lose 60 pounds before the surgery. Its been a tough journey for my wife, the donor, having to get down to a certain weight and so forth. Took several months. And they put her through a lot to do this. So its been special. Cant even get my wife to share her dinner with me. Doctors say the couple should be just fine by christmastime. Thats fant