you've been through in the last couple of years, why speak now? >> honestly i wasn't planning to and i didn't want to. i've led an entirely anonymous life and hoped to return to one. and when the president finally did that vile sort of simulated sex act in a, you know, rally in minneapolis i just finally had to accept it's not getting better and being quiet isn't making this go away. and this wasn't working for me anymore. >> since you did the interview with the daily beast and opened your public twitter account and were able to make public statements in that forum, the president has not slowed down. he last week at a rally i believe intimated or said that he didn't know if it was true or not but he heard that you'd had to get a restraining order against peter strzok now and that's how that all worked out. you have said publicly on twitter that that's a lie, nothing like that ever happened. >> of course not. >> but if this doesn't slow down, the president attacking you, is this still the right thing to do? >> i mean, it hasn't changed.