losing ones anonymity, you've lived the best majority of your life anonymously, it's quite a shock. but at the same time, we get wonderful reminders that this is a good news story, especially when they thank us for what we were able to accomplish that day. >> it's a good news story thanks to you. >> and everybody else involved. it really took everyone involved, my crew, the passengers themselves, they rescuers, the first responders, all of them, they responded from new york and new jersey. it took so much cooperation. everyone involved had to rise to the occasion and understand how serious this was and what they had to do and make it their mission to make sure that peoples lives were saved. >> do you remember that feeling? right, you told my colleague craig melbourne that you chose the least bad option. do you remember making that