family and support group. i can't even imagine to lose everything in your life that you've known, everything in your life that you've ever known. >> reporter: and it is all happening under a relentless spotlight. on sunday, according to a police report, buster murdaugh called the sheriff's office, after seeing this photo published in an article. telling police he observed a suspicious gray dodge challenger outside the residence. buster's girlfriend said the couple was being followed by the media. >> how does buster feel about your guilty? >> reporter: police can do little about the attention that grew intense during the six-week long trial, especially after buster took the stand in his father's defense, describing the moment he learned maggie and paul were dead. >> i was in shock. >> what kind of condition was he in? what was his demeanor? >> his demeanor, he was destroyed, heart broken. i walked in the door and saw him