i'm more anxious. i'm kind of--i'm the one who's a little more stuck in my head, from here on up. - mm. - and i really admire, like, your dailiness and your weekly practice. basically what i'm saying is, i shouldn't have traveled the world. i should have just talked to you. how do you think bliss and happiness work? where do they come from? how do you find yours? - i used to have these elaborate, like, to-do lists, and when walter was like five or six, he was like, "what's on that list?" you know, and i was like, you do yours. and his was like, go see if i can see a coyote, play in the creek, count how many birds are in the trees, you know. and he did it. and he like, checked off his list. and i was like, "what was your favorite thing?" and he's like, "i don't have favorite things. everything is my favorite." and i was like, hmm, you know, i love that idea, that the worst possible thing can have happiness in it. you've traveled all over the place doing jobs,