♪ ♪ ♪ >> this is part of my history. he caught me and the worst moment of my life, but that worst moment of my life brought me to the best moment of my life. ♪ ♪ ♪ >> ready, daddy? >> losing a spouse was a horrible place to be. i mean, when i opened that booth door, it was almost literally looking out in the darkness, and wondering what was coming next. i didn't know. i didn't know how things were gonna shake out. we moved to shepherdstown, west