know that i was very tense or i thought of the worst. i guess, gee, i wonder where she is. i hope she's -- but as the drive went on, it became more and more anxious, more and more tight, more and more -- >> and i would be calling the kids on the home phone just saying we're going to be there, you know, and trying to sound reassuring. >> the kids had just a nanny with them, because paige had parted ways with her husband, rob dixon, who since moved out of state. still, as a single mom with three little kids, paige had her life well in control, due in no small part to her obsessive organizational skills, she ran several small businesses and kept track of every soccer practice and dentist appointment in an old-fashioned handwritten day planner. >> every page was full and cross-referenced. >> she was always with it. she'd come over to visit, it