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June is sponsored by hope for the heart on 1100. Welcome to hope in the light late night talk radio offering biblical hope and practical help I'm rich Hooper so glad that you have joined us going to give you a couple of phone numbers to write down these numbers are going to be your connection to us here right here and hope in the night those numbers coming up in just a little bit so grab a pen and some paper and it will give you those coming up right now joining me is author and speaker June hunt Good evening Jim Thank you Rich and I just left the home of a new widow and. Earlier after she called me a few days ago and I had given her a scripture because I knew she was fearful the only thing she was fearful of is if . Her husband would die before she did. And he was on a treadmill and he somehow I'm just going to say it this way he walked into the arms of Jesus and. She says she had told me about this. We've talked. Regularly. And I knew her fear and she said I just I just can't imagine being the law on. A said well if you just think about this you are not alone and I know you can say oh yes I understand that but and by the way there will be loneliness there will be pain there will be heartache there will be sorrow there will be times of missing that is so deep but just to realize what the truth is and this is when I gave her Deuteronomy $3018.00 which I told her has become Right now my favorite verse. In the Bible it's clear. The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you he will never leave you know for sake you do not be afraid do not be discouraged and when I gave it to her she went oh oh that's against her said yes so every day multiple times during the day she has spread that scripture she's taught that scripture into her heart and I had asked her to make it personal the Lord himself goes before me and will be with me you will never leave me. 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Are you struggling the depression is your marriage Rocky are your kids out of control if you're grieving a loss and don't know where to turn man I encourage you hide this is a change heard from hope for the heart and hope in the night our home care representatives are here for you they're here to listen talk fray and offer physical guidance on any life challenge you're facing call and try between 8 am and 1 30 am Central time Monday through Friday the number is 848-808-0488 extension 4673 or visit hope for the Heart dot org to send them an e-mail find help and hope today. Welcome back to hope in the night with June Hans bridge over thank you so much for joining us tonight as promised here's the numbers that I told you about this is your connection to us hope in the night if you would like to speak with June on a future broadcast hope for the night you can call 800 night 171800 in. 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You know a little less that my wife. Wasn't to me a half year affair with a married guy who had to kill her and. One Surveillant mature veil that was done to sleep down stated and I thought the warden started to pursue her and was hoping that. You know God save our marriage and their family we have you know we have children and I thought that was really what the Lord wanted me to do unfortunately after about a year and a half of doing that. You know this past July. I moved out and. You know I'm waiting for divorce process which I still printing again. So I'm struggling with just those feelings of rejection I'm struggling with all those things and trying to forgive her but I think the biggest challenge I have now . Is that my children are so hurt by really hurt her checking out for years during the affair. She motioned me check. Your know she was we didn't know no one knew the affair was going on and she actually described she just she was gone she was there but she wasn't there and everyone felt it and my oldest child who lives with me now. Is very hurt and I had a friend come over you know several weeks ago and he went to his parents went through a divorce and I listened to my daughter actually talk about that she doesn't remember having a mother and you know completely disconnected. So my question is it I guess it's easier for me on some level to forgive because the Lord calls us to do that. Where it's hard is that she's not. You know my wife is not owning or doesn't understand the game and that in putting on my children and I have no way to tell or that yet I'm dealing with the pieces of that with my kids who say I remember you know what she was like before and I could never say that to you know my wife question to be ex-wife because she wouldn't give me the opportunity so I just left like a kid and saying Ok you know God can do anything. Just watch her pregnant but in my heart I don't know if I believe that I feel angry that she she did that to them and she's still doing it to about them and I know the importance trust what . I'm really struggling with that and physically my kids every day it doesn't have to be this way and that's what I'm struggling with us to make them. Oh yes. Innocent cute or right many times a person. Causing tremendous pain they can physically be there but emotionally gone emotionally checked in there for not really connecting the 2 in this case her children tell me the ages of your children. $713.17 Ok so she is close to the. 7 year old a 13 year old they both live with her. And needs 17 year old was with me. Yes. And she was the oldest and really for her she took on. The in the mother role to the 2 younger ones because she you know so we did what we normally did but because she had a silly Scottish checked out. There was other things that she would say the reason you know she struggled with a concussion or this or that but ultimately that the ultimate thing once they hire an invalid a motional can now you know it's just my daughter did all those things she ran birthday parties she helped me put the kids develop She initially did things with me the family stuff we became like the 2nd years family not really understanding I didn't understand what was going on I just. I thought there was something wrong but not not that I would never have thought that was going on. But you know that your Southern. Bike. If when you learned it was about 2 and a half years ago. 2 years earlier it was I've left discuss July it was the previous July that she revealed that but once she revealed that she didn't want to you know work on the marriage she had already she was done and I stayed in the house and tried to be loved and all sorts of stuff I was praying that I mean to Ok I love you this wrong things I did wrong thinking I could win her heart doc and in reality her heart was already gave away the someone else and she no matter what I would do she would never perceive it as good like I could . You know because I mean a lot of mistakes in my marriage and I you know that's a place where you come to the Lord and say what goodness did I do and you know God showed me a lot of mistakes and I mean I was a mature. Spiritual Leader her encourage her and make it a priority for her to walk with the Lord I didn't so those g.e. Porcelaine I was you know I'm really tough but just loving my children working in. I had a son with medical issues so I really got involved in that and cannot say to you I didn't think it was the priority because I thought the kids were 30 I just had a balance. And I couldn't see clearly and then afterwards I could see it but it was too late and so I thought Ok forgive her and Christopher but she didn't she didn't never come back and I and China and China and China and. And I left and I tried to go back but you know she's like No don't come back and and I'm still praying for a miracle and you know I know I love her but parts part of me is just as angry to listen to cannot for this you're hurting everyone you don't want to. But I guess you know you know I wasn't sure enough I know there are no jury was. Just and I know the Lord called them defiant and I think you said it was awesome you know. Award called the statue I don't know the passage again but it wonders if we don't forget that our Heavenly Father wants them. That that simple little scripture that is so poignant. It's immediately following the Lord's Prayer. For some people call it the model prayer but it's it's a poignant passage in Matthew 6 1st 14 if you forgive people when they sin against you your heavenly Father will also forgive you but if you do not forgive their sins your father will not forgive your sins. Now I just want to clarify since you. And you are paying attention and you obviously care what God says the word forgive means release and as a man who met me is this Have you humbled your heart and truly yielded your life to the Lord Jesus Christ receiving Him is your Lord Lord and Savior giving him control of your life yeah yeah yeah and I thought you would say Yes So with that and the reason I'm pointing this out is for. Those who are not Christians they lack of forgiveness can be a block to salvation because it says the Lord will not forgive your sins but understanding the word forgive means release with that word. You are secure. Because you've given your life to the Lord when you do that you were promised eternal life is that correct it doesn't but I will say that Ok so you have eternal life now how long is eternal. Exactly so you're not going to lose something that he's given you to last that's going to last forever but what occurs is. A lack of release which can be a heaviness of heart it can be this kind it's a lack of freedom you don't have freedom you don't have the freedom of forgiveness when it if you don't forgive and it's more of a of of just it's like no I will not forgive that it's not deserved it and for all the reasons that people don't forgive they it's like you know look what you've done and it's true it these are wrong things terrible things that have caused hurt and harm to your children and you know it's one thing if so at times it it it's one thing it dumbs when we're hurt to nothing when someone so in dear do you like a child is hurt sometimes it's easier when things happen to us as opposed to those whom we love the most. And therefore because children are vulnerable and. Innocent byproduct of what has gone on. It's it's especially painful so that the concept here is it is true if there will be a kind of bondage that you would have if you don't forgive but we've got to figure out what how do you forgive when all this injustice has taken place because it is absolutely wrong. What she has done and by the way when you said you know what my done I just. And one has to be clear about where. The blame is we're going to talk about that. The tendency is to say Bill Well I like I cause this I caused this but we've done talk about that we've got to talk about what is rightfully yours and what is rightfully only person in terms of responsible. In the midst of your wholeness and help you to learn to emulate the one who best models forgiveness for all of us Jesus Christ to forgive when you don't feel like it is available by calling our order line at 1804. 18048 home or you can order a few hundreds of other powerful hope for the hard resources when you visit our website and hope for the heart God org. 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