yourself as you were helping some of these evacuations that were underway? >> no, i have been doing this basically on the side along wit other folks who have deep connections to afghanistan. we are coordinating on signal, online, if you look at it, i have notes from hundreds of afghans, many people i don't even know, just begging for help . this is like watching thousands of people thrown into a glass pool all at once fred. >> i had a former marine in combat soldier, and botching it a former marine who was over there, elliot, and he was working morning, noon, in night he said it so much worse what i happening on the ground, he was of the airport, he said it so much worse that it's being show on television. he said he didn't have words fo