therapist said i'm sorry, if your son is not mentally i don't know what the issue is to bring him back when he is 15. my mother says, we can't do that because we wait until he is 15 he will be dead or in prison. my sedney telebright now and there wasn't really much help available. at that point my mother did what she has always done. for all of my life in most of her like a mother has worn around her neck a small mustard seed in a clear plastic ball on a chain. it has been my mother's daily visual reminder in scripture matthew that says if you have faith the size of a mustard seed you consider this mountain, and mountain move from here and there and it shall move. it is with my mother's mount moving faith, with her optimism that she got me the help i needed to overcome that obstacle. raise your hand if you know something about struggle. anybody here know anything about struggle? we all have had struggles and their lives and struggle has been named the krin names. for me some of my particular struggles were illiteracy, unable to read, stuttering.