I definitely make sure i respect the boundaries what i have set for myself what i will and will not disclose. But i am so far past the deadline but i have allowed myself that time clearly i am dragging my heels because i am not ready. So i will say its not true for every one of the right to the position in iraq to give myself the time that i need to put things out into the world. Industry to be patient with myself to recognize im doing a lot of work in one year and for what reason i carried into 2015 and into next year to allow myself to remember publishing and right teeing are two Different Things and i am a writer first and author second to and sometimes i can step away from it all im not good at this part yet but i can go on vacation. Just to do what makes me feel good. Watching cable is my happy place. I love life time and food network. [laughter] the people to run through the network are brilliant and then they have the redemption show. [laughter] you are hanging upside down. [laughter] in there is a shark biting you. [laughter] cutthroat kitchen which is on tonight is groundbreaking television. [laughter] i really allow myself to they dont feel guilty yes i will go watch that lifetime movie i have seen 17 times and watching again. Everything she said. I tried to brace the time it takes we all want to finish the mitt i sign of a contract i feel terrified but the mind knows it is they did find out that to work with nike and that if i try to rush i could not remember literally but would come next order would be fragments starting in the next chapter would not make sense the moment they gave myself a couple of days or went for a walker went swimming away from the desk the memory would come back more clearly and i would be so grateful i did not plow ahead. That is important we are learning we take a book out things happen better very wonderful but it is very intense is a very public experience so i appreciate the time i have to feel what i do on my own with editor or my closest friends you want to be ready reroute their the force they used to rush through because when you walk through that door it belongs to the reader so take your time. [applause] [applause] we will sign books in the lobby. We could not have made this work and also live to the staff and family. [applause] [inaudible conversations]