everybody held him up as and example of perfection. >> for somebody that is super sensitive that feels humiliating and that caused him to do something dramatic. he surprised everybody left his music scholarship and joins the united states marines. >> in the marines he received and honorable discharge after two years. >> when he got out of the marines he continue his education back in quincy. at some point he liked the idea of medicine. he finished college and was accepted to southern illinois medical school. >> in the first half of medical school, he was pretty disciplined in terms of having to do well enough on his tests and exams. >> but he had several problems. there was already somebody dying or coding when he was around. >> there were people who immediately pointed to him as having engainldz in highly