week after week and not living up to their expectations or mine. so that was very challenging. >> thank you, dale. >> the popularity thing is super overwhelming. that and my legacy and heritage, the earnhardt name. i gained a ton of fans before i ever drove a car. and that didn't feel right. but maybe they were banking on me doing something, making something of myself. >> you grew up to a degree in the public eye, but i hear you were hard to get to know as a kid. what were you like? >> just real quiet. i didn't speak to people unless i was spoken to. i'm not much on small talk any ways. >> your sister says you were the one taking risks or being in cars or any of that stuff. >> yeah, i was scared to drive the go-cart for the first time or ride the bike for the first time. i definitely didn't react the way my dad expected me to react in those situations.