are you still doing that? how -- what is your coping mechanism as you go through? >> i still write to philip every day. i don't actually post all of them. partly because i'm just frankly so swamped from a scheduling perspective. i'm continuing to work fulltime as a teacher and then have all of these activities. so you know, four or five hours of sleep a night is about all i'm getting. but you know, emotions are a powerful thing, they can crush us if we let them but they can also give us a sense of power if we let them, as well. so i think the general consensus from most of the families is we've gotten angry now, we feel we have been lied to. and the anger is allowing us to focus our energies now. >> well, sarah as you continue your vigil for philip, and pralad, thank you so much for sharing your stories tonight.