out a little and cry, and then i'd kind of just look around again and try to get a better grasp of what was happening. i'd keep having those little moments of panic. >> and at one point she was looking straight up and then she lifted her hand and put it on her face, almost like she couldn't take it anymore, but i just remember also the -- how hard these guys were working on her. >> i definitely remember matt first, because he was so close. even if he was holding my leg, his face was always there. he asked me, like, do you want me to stay with you? it was a familiar face from the moment it happened, so i said, yes, like, yes, i want you to stay with me. and i remember him, like, telling me to grab his hand and, like, he kept saying, come on, buddy, stay with me. keep your eyes open. i remember asking, like, what's going on, asking where my