answers he has to deal with but the law couldn't prove it. matty says she was the holdout but on the second day of deliberations she realized the evidence just want there to convict zimmerman under the law. she seas "as much as we were trying to find this man guilty, they gave you a booklet that tells you the truth and as match as we were trying to, we couldn't do it. she does say she feels she owes trayvon martin's parents an apology. it's hard for me to sleep, it's hard for me to eat because i feel i was forcibly included in trayvon martin's death. as i carry him on my back, i'm hurting as much as trayvon's mother because there's no way that any mother should feel that pain. a lot to digest here.