"apocalypse now" was one of his top three movies in his life because it combined so many things in his life, vietnam and the war and the world out of darkness. >> we just started doing all these self-indulgent film references. i suddenly realized, wait a minute, this film-making thing can be fun. you know, it's a big crayon box. we can actually enjoy this. >> why am i here? am i insane? >> you know, he used to say don't ever let me do tv. the thing is like if i ever do tv, shoot me. and, you know, at first it was awful. >> where do cooks come from? the answer to this and other questions to follow. >> and then very quickly -- he's such a good student, he's so freaking smart -- he, like, figured it out. >> chris, lydia, i love you.