life to a degree. >> you can say i sort of like died myself. because i shut out humanity. >> steve's death was so difficult for pam to accept that other problems resulted. she separated from her husband and moved here to her parents' home. >> a crime of this nature will take a toll on anybody. and i have seen this happen to our home. >> tomorrow, 19-year-old damien echols' attorneys will file with the court. the cancer crypts from he cannol' trial, more than 4,000 pages of testimony. that will set into motion the appeals process that echols believes will lead to the overturning of his conviction and sentence. >> convicted murderer damien echols appeared in the county court for the latest hearing since the 1994 conviction. >> he represented him in the original trial said many questions remain unanswered.