she quote "feels like a terrible person." ed lavendera is outside the courthouse. she admitted she did not radio in for help. >> reporter: good morning poppy. how the jury reagencts to the te hours testimony from amber gugyer. she pulled the shoot botham jean. she wished that botham jean had been with the gun and had killed her. prosecutors were skaifing in their questioning of her pointing out several time that is she could have simply retreated following her police