you know what i wanted, but i knew in my head what was i should do. and so after weeks of contemplation, praying to my god speaking to my clergy, you know , i made the decision to, um to go through with the procedure. but i kept praying. make the decision for me to make the decision for me. and when i went for that, you know the ultrasound again. luckily god made the decision for me. and the pregnancy terminated on its own. and i was grateful for that. but do you know what i was really grateful for? that? i had the opportunity to make that decision. that i was a terrible process to go through, but it was my process to go through. it was my business when we discuss this, the only people in the room where my doctor, my husband and my god, the florida legislature and governor ron desantis did not belong in