gold, you medaled, what is the difference in the feeling of being an olympic medalist versus watching your son be an olympic medalist? >> oh, i -- you know, it was like -- i mean, it was exciting for me to win gold back in 50 years ago. but it was 50 years ago. so it was just -- it has been really exciting for me just to watch ryan and watch him race and see how he's doing and i just -- you know, i get the butterflies when he's going. i get -- well, plus, i feel like i'm on the side of the course, even when i'm not there, like i'm screaming into my laptop, go, ryan, go, ryan. >> maybe you can imagine -- you can sort of imagine what it is like to be on the slope, i imagine. and the other thing, ryan, that is so amazing is your win is such a triumph considering where