brianna last, you were really concerned you may not be there for your daughter, to walk her down the aisle. you are here this morning. you posted on facebook, this christmas means so much to me this year, more than it did when i was a kid. how does it feel this morning to sit here, to talk about it, to talk about how you feel, how much better you're doing now to know you're here for your family? >> it feels great. it feels great. i'm thankful. i have high expectations for this christmas season personally. because of everything i went through, a lftot of the family still haven't seen since i was in the hospital. but really looking forward to that. it does mean so much more than the tree, the gifts, the food. and it is just such a reward. definitely difficult battle to try to get to this day. but it means so much.