be incredibly difficult to hear russian state media describing his detainment. i mean, how does it even make you feel to hear this and to be in this situation? yeah it's really it's really hard. um it's confusing honestly, because looking at these photos of getting really happy. he's my. he's my best friend. he's he's my favorite friend. he's a best friend. a guy could ask for, um and so i'm looking at these photos and he's stuck in prison. and so it's really confusing. it feels surreal. ah! it almost hasn't set in yet, but we need to really kind of dig into that feeling because it's real. he could be there for 20 years, and that's terrifying, absolutely terrifying and again. right now , the only source of anything we have is russian state media, so we do know solitary confinement and then they're you know, acting as if he's cheerful there . um and as you describe chuck, he's your best friend. you were you talked to him or you know you were in touch with him the