out was manslaughter in order to be charged, we had to prove that when he left home, he said i'm going to go kill trayvon martin. i literally fell down on my knees. i broke down. my husband was holding me and i was screaming and crying and i kept saying to myself i feel that i killed him. i feel maybe if they would put the law and a lot of people would read it, they would understand the choices they gave us. >> juror b-29 obviously torn by the choice he made, which she believes is the only choice she had to vote for acquittal, but was it? let's ask the legal panel, benjamin crump, mark car -- mark geragos, sunny hostin, jeffrey toobin. >> you observed this juror in