thank their lucky stars it wasn't part two. sorry. sorry. by the way, if you're the adventurous type or you just like to splurge -- >> anderson, anderson, i got to tell you, that kind of behavior may fly in your 40s but trust me, it's not going to cut it in your 60s. you have to keep it together. you have to learn how to keep it together. meditation, maybe. maybe find a way to center yourself, repeat a mantra in your head. for instance, i'll give you an example, i calm myself often by repeating over and over and over again, you're in "the situation room." but that may not work for you, because it has the word "you're in" in it.