lots of stories i would love to have broken. i think the fte, cameron greensill, thought was a good story. it's interesting because pa rtygate, very few journalists, lots of parties going on a very few journalist knew about it. you had it on your lap in a sense because on saturday, 20th 2020 the times published the story of the political editor, the policy editor and said borisjohnson celebrated his 56th birthday yesterday with a small gathering in the cabinet room, rishi sunak and a group of aides sang him happy birthday before they tucked into a unionjack cake. so back then you had what then became a huge story, how could you print it without realising it was incendiary? we missed it. what you think about that now? it's embarrassing. had you heard about parties at downing street before the mirror and itv publishers scoops? no, not from that when you mention. in that sense, you've heard of it but not recognised it as a party. i don't we put together, at that time that it was clashing at that time exactly with the instructions