of soldiers on the frontline is that the time to grieve will come when the war is over. distant explosions. she's now part of an aerial reconnaissance team, hunting for a russian anti—tank unit. they have to work fast. the risk is real out here in the open. it won't take long for russian artillery to find them. why after your husband's death didn't you just stay at home? you decided instead to come here to the front line. translation: i didn't have the strength to l stay at home anymore. i really wanted to continue his work so that his life would not be in vain.