because that's actually what happened, because i don't know if you know this, but my show was cancelled twice and my show was also... the. . .the satellite signal was jammed twice. that's actually what happened in 2013 and 2014. so there is really not any much you can do if no other platforms can take you, and if networks are scared to have your show and tell you right off that you can't have the show anymore, how can you continue? and then, there was also legal action against me after the muslim brotherhood, where i was slammed with a sham verdict to pay about the equivalent of $50 million because i didn't honour my obligation to the channel who cancelled my show, which is, as you can see, it's a very, very political verdict — not really a juridical verdict. and it was going to be used as a way to jeopardise my safety, my freedom as what we see now, and i had to leave. so it's not really, it was not really like a lifestyle choice. this is an easy question for me