in my biography, i'm lucky. i think without the football i would probably be dead or be injail right now. and i'm not ashamed to say it because that's a fact, that's the truth. like i say, i had to survive. i'm not proud about things i've done in the past. when my brother died because he was a drug addict, that's when i knew unfortunately, well, fortunately and unfortunately for my brother, i knew i would never touch any drug. but you did deal drugs for a while? i did some marijuana because when my dad left there wasn't any authority. and for my mum to feed — because it one point we were 13 kids at home. 13? yeah. i've got 2a brothers and sisters. my dad never watch tv or use the remote, he was a busy man. and 89 nephews and they all call me santa.