we are a bit early, is that 0k, maureen? yeah. ..there can be good days, months, even years. "the boy sighed. "'so, young man,�* began the doctor in a singsong tone..." _ maureen is both nanny and effectively mum to her granddaughter, p°ppy--- "there are 192 questions..." ..whose own mother died tragically young. she made me better with my cuddles, do you know that? did she? a bit of cuddle training? when i used to come back from getting the treatment... they are making me better, didn't they? getting maureen's cancer under control has changed her life, of course. but also poppy's. very moving to see you and poppy, very moving, because you have given her everything, and if there is no you, she is missing so much. i know. i know, that's it, isn't it? so... so i've got to live another ten years or more, haven't i? what has it meant to you to be here for her formative years? oh, so much. so much.