that sort of infectious laugh. she epitomised that sort of feisty, sort of strong character. as part of this process, he asked to be interviewed. during the interview, he said a few words about how he feels and how it's affected him. are you sure you're all right in watching it? yeah, yeah. there is a million things i can tell people, you know, but i want to apologise. i want to say i'm really sorry. are you all right? yeah. makes you realise he is sort ofjust a human. doesn't make a difference necessarily in terms of how i feel about him, but it doesn't take away from what he has done, no. but if people look at it and think, actually,