Voiceover this is bbc news. Well have the headlines for you at the top of the hour, which is straight after this programme. Ketamine, a Horse Tranquilliser and anaesthetic known for its dissociative effect, making it a popular party drug. When youve got that music and youre taking it and youre having that, like, dance, that stomp, feeling the vibes. But its not always such a party when you take too much. It does destroy your body. It does destroy your organs. It does destroy your bladder. I wanted to die. I didnt want to be