i haven't seen him look like this. he's edgy. it feels like he's on a mission. back at the flat, it's clear where he's been, and what he's brought home. tony, you're having a cup of tea, a bit of cake, and some heroin. and some heroin. not the average afternoon break. no. not at all. i've just been looking forward to getting high. you don't mind me seeing you do it? no, not in the slightest. i'm not ashamed of it. if i was ashamed of it, i wouldn't do it, i wouldn't be able to live with myself. it's a means to an end. what is the end? getting my brain where it needs to be. which is? peaceful and undisturbed by all the thoughts and trouble and schizophrenia.