but it's like bound to happen, isn't it, with what's going on with this situation, but he has been amazing. he is still amazing and he is doing amazing. and it's not making him go back to what he was, but he's going forward and still doing everything he can. so, yeah, he's 0k. yeah. so it's the repetitive cycle. it's only when we are out of that madness that we can recognise that. i canfeel mike growing in confidence. he's a new volunteer doing peer to peer support. there's no shame in admitting you have a problem with drugs and/or alcohol. the shame is when you don't think you have a problem. he's sharing his stories in a presentation to others. the last time i was arrested was in february 2020. this was a couple of weeks before i started here. this project came about with mike for a 12 week process, looking at how written exercises can