And again our song is above the ground. A bright light sounded, suddenly poured out from above, a kind fairytale light, in it the beginning, the beginning, of our life, our dreams, may the lights not dim, the barking joyful eyes. I want you to be lucky, i want from the bottom of my heart that you will be in great and the heart is light, in this festive light, it is not in vain that we are in love, let them fly. Above the earth of the year, but i teach and love, like the pokes of spring, we will keep for ourselves forever, let the lights not fade, of your dear eyes, i want you. To be lucky, i want from the bottom of my heart that we have become with you, in your bag , my heart is light. Thank you life for the day to come again , for the bread to ripen and for the children to grow up, thank you life for all the dear People Living in such. In a smart world, thank you life for the fact that this generous century resounded in me with joy, then with pain, suturing your birth, in which a person, having experienced everything , becomes himself, and what are you, a river without banks, for every spring and winter from all your friends, and even from enemies, thank you life, thank you for everything, for tears for happiness on eve, for that, what you you dont feel sorry for me for every moment in which i live, but not for the one that i will stop, thank you life that i am in debt to you, for the past tomorrows strength, for everything that i am looking for. but i can do it in time, thank you life, im afraid of the topic, thank you for being a river without banks, for every spring and winter for all your friends and even for enemies. Thank you life, for everything to you, thank you, for the tears, for the happiness on him, for the fact that you didnt feel sorry for me, for every moment in which i live, but not for the one in which i stop. There is no such country anymore. Simply the most huge, the biggest, she is the most beloved, the most beautiful, the most diverse , the kindest, eyes like the blue sky, ladies, ladies, beauties of russia, i am raising three children in literally 3 months i will become a father again, i will have a fourth son, i fell in love with fishing several years ago, literally every minute you only manage to pull out small perches, i used to go to dances, but i didnt like it and now i. She will develop with us, what is the next milestone in life, what ends and what begins, i will tell you about myself in order. To better understand ourselves, for us ballet age flows differently, what does the usual 30 mean, actually the start of a career, for us appatheos and a quick finale, what does 50 mean now for nikolai tsyskarinza . I ask myself this question and give you the answer. They made it clearly, stand arina, and the hand is soft, and the fun doesnt get stuck, arm, shoulder moves, shoulder, hand moves. Were traveling from st. Petersburg, how often do you take this train , which means its mandatory twice a week, but sometimes i travel back and forth three times a week, either on sofsan, or at night, ill arrive on sofsan, therell be a meeting, ill go back, just like that , yes, three times, 10 years, yes, without stopping, i live in this train. One profession had already ended, but another had begun, and to be honest, i waited for a long time that by the age of 40 i would begin to suffer very much, that my dancing career would end, but i was so happy, i didnt even expect it from myself such a reaction, well, ive reached another mark of 50, and no one knows how much more time the almighty will give this time, but at least im trying to somehow think about what was done well and. And what i would like to improve , the big theater is a house , this is what my skin is, i consist of everything that is beautiful, that there is everything there, even the bad, this is a very tough place, it is the most, very tough, but only that is good there, success only accompanies the one he chose. The genius of the theater himself and i know this for sure, because even very many came Famous Artists, they tried to do something, the singers could not be heard, the dancers failed one after another, so fate itself chose someone, i was just a child, when i saw the postcard, i pointed my finger at this postcard, saying that i will be in charge here, and somehow this happened, i just had from the very beginning some kind of wild confidence that. This is my home, from the first second until today, there was some kind of execution in this, thats it, lets go home, i dont even know, thats how to tell you, thats it its all so familiar. That i cant even describe to you, im all at home, this theater lives in my soul, because it and i, for me its the same thing, here is the place of power, here is the place of energy, here is the place of apollo, here i am all my life im looking at this lampshade. All my life i have been serving apollo, well, we are now on the fourth tier, this beautiful view through this chandelier, it was different, i saw the play and the hall of the big theater for the first time, and somehow i fell in love with this place so much, then i kept coming here time is back, here it is very you feel when there is no one, when the lights are off, that you are in. A stage, there were fights on the stage, swearing everywhere, here you cant imagine that there was a clash of factions, yes, and i was dancing all the time, i had all the time there were performances, because all the Famous Artists were adult artists, they were experienced people , they took sick leave and disappeared so as not to participate in anything, but i, as a young man , danced and danced all the time, often coming here, i convinced myself, but i im not afraid of anything. On my first day of service i bought a book boris pokrovsky, our brilliant opera director, who staged a huge number of performances here, i bought a book, which was called as being kicked out of. By mothers, grandmothers, who were waiting for their children, when i was already admitted to school, my mother naturally went through these yards to look for someone who would rent us a room, because my mother was categorically against boarding school, she didnt want me to live in a boarding school, so we rented a room right there, right on the seventh floor, and it was such a real communal apartment with gangs s. S a huge amount of things in the corridor , but i didnt care at all, i wanted to study so much, i didnt care about anything at all, but the most important thing is that i spent 40 seconds on the way to school, and from my window i can see exactly that place, where i stood, from my living room, from my place, i kept looking at my window, all the time i thought, and theres my mother, and my mother loves me even when im so ugly and untalented. Which nothing works out, and it helped me a lot. Hall number 16, my teacher always taught there, thats where i studied, pyotr antonovich pestov. This was his favorite hall, when he was already a pregraduation, senior class, we studied all the time in this hall, from morning to evening, our classes sometimes lasted 6 hours in a row, it was very , quite intense work. I remember very well one fine day, i was lightly in tears, my tears welled up very quickly, and somewhere i was probably already 17 years old, when i stood there, looking out of this window. On my window, and i saw how a large can of fruit juice appeared on the window, and i thought, well, let nothing work out, but they are waiting for me at home, its warm at home, my tears have dried up, this home warmth helped me so much that i had some kind of confidence inside that was completely different. You know, if i dont see my reflection in the mirror, i feel like im still five years old, probably just like i was sitting there, playing alone on the veranda and imagining something, then i was playing on tv, then i was playing theater, then i played doctor, then i played space, then i played the great patriotic war, but i played with myself all the time, i had a huge amount toys, when i see my reflection, of course i understand how old i am, because my profession, again. It taught me to stand in front of the mirror every day, because of this, by the way, i dont wear lenses, so as not to see myself clearly, i never wanted to see myself up close, imagine, i never accepted this appearance, i wanted to see there, apparently robert ratford or lauren beatty, but no, it was immediately closed, it was the month of january, in the sixth year they brought me to see, i was in second grade, and well they said that i supposedly had no abilities , it was so untrue, no matter how many years have passed, no matter how many years i come to the stairs of my native school, i remember the day when i went down and cried when i was not accepted the first time, but i was sure, what i would do , and that my mother constantly dissuaded me, all my relatives constantly dissuaded me, i remember. There was one evening in tbilis , everyone just gathered and they convinced me that this was not my thing at all, i didnt need to do this, but i said , no, you dont understand, i have everything i have the ability, i fought with a huge number of people, but i didnt understand some kind of really hard work, and then it happened that i was accepted, it was august 31 , 1987, well, thats it, i entered school on september 1. In eightyseven i was running along these stairs, theres Something Else connected with it, my name is nika, yes, its the same shortened name as kolya, only georgians call Nikolai Nikolai at home, and my aunt tells me in the morning, she says, dont tell me that your name is nika, because girls are called nika, i tell her, oh well, i say, i like my name, i want to be nika, and i run, so with flowers, you can already imagine, they were happy to accept me. Suddenly someone shouts nika, nika , i turn around, and a girl is following me, when i walked in, they asked me what my name was, i said nikolai, and the teacher said, kolya, so thats what im saying, probably thats what im saying became kolya, so they renamed me too on this staircase, now you probably understand your mother well, who, while still quite a young woman. In her prime, she essentially abandoned her own, absolutely, she completely refused, my mother would have turned 60 years old, when i was going through such a bad period, i was just 18 years old, when i was in big conflict with her, and i graduated from school, many friends came to her, in general , apparently, i somehow answered her impudently in front of everyone, but as a wellmannered boy, i accompanied them all to the metro. There were several women who studied with her at moscow state university, they told me nika, you behave like this and talk to your mother like this, but dont think, she has an education for a reason, she was an incomparable clever girl, when we were studying, we thought that she would be marie curie, but life turned out that way, well, everything went differently, i returned home, and since i ll repeat it again, this is the period when. Boys very often dont understand that they can hurt their mother with one word, i told her, well, look, nothing worked out in your life, arent you offended that nothing worked out for you, suddenly shes absolutely so calm without, like i remembered this many times, nika told me, you know, i ve been killing myself for so long that everything in my life is it turned out, well, its very bad in the profession there and so on, thats just all life. To hell, that when i suddenly gave birth at the age of 43, i realized that my destiny was to be a mother, and i decided that i. Would truly realize my destiny, these words seemed to me such pathos, i cannot describe to you, through 2 years, well, almost two years later, but my mother passed away, and i already began to grow up, every time i came across a certain accomplishment that i understood, this is what my mother did for me, this is also what she did for me did, did this for me, i understood that she truly. Was a mother all the time, that when she stood on the scales, it was her personal happiness or my interest, my interest always won, at the age of 18 i i couldnt understand, i only understood this when i became an adult, when i experienced what love is, what physical pleasure is, what pain from parting is, something and so on, when i finally turned 40. 3 years , i thought, my mother just gave birth to me at this age. Now, looking at some of my acquaintances, friends, and seeing how they communicate with their children, i always, of course, relate to my beautiful blooming mother, whose husband is 16 years younger, who adores her, carries her in his arms, what if she says thats it, comrade , were finishing up with you, im leaving for moscow because of my son, i remember how he stood, he was in shock, a handsome, healthy man who generally. Couldnt understand why because of this brat his life is crumbling, i was not a mothers boy, i didnt have any baby talk with me, then she she was always busy, working, i was busy studying, to be honest, it seemed to me that i didnt see her at all, she was just everywhere, i didnt know that she was everywhere, that she had already run everywhere, laid her down here, yes, yes, thats it this , this is amazing, in this, of course , a person is lucky, i. I studied in the era of a great man, sofia nikolaevna golovkina, there is a memorial plaque for her, i am very happy, i have a direct connection to this, because when received permission, there was no money, and i turned to my friends. Rostec allocated money, this memorial plaque exists thanks to this, i am very happy, because sofia nikolaevna was truly a great person, this was all built thanks to her such an administrative genius, when i became the rector, i look up only to her, and sof nikolaevna to she treated me very warmly, it was march of ninety one, and of course, well, this collapse since. The soviet union, the change in money, abrupt, my mother had a stroke, i was a child, i didnt really understand, a neighbor came in, she i realized that it was a stroke, she started calling , they came quickly, they said, we wont take it, we wont take it, but at that moment we are having a seminar at the academy and there are delegations from all 15 republics and my class is always on something. Demonstrates to me, i resort and naturally in some. Matinees are a huge success among the audience, and it is very symbolic to see how a young, unfamiliar tribe masters the famous stage. Many children even today dance sick and even hide. Our Young Children understand that they must work to earn money for yourself. Guys, tell me, what, what is more in your profession, moments of happiness or blood, tears, what is your profession . Well , of course, there are also difficulties in our profession, but these are all very small, there are few of them compared to what we get, and standing on the stage of a large theater when we have a full hall is a great happiness for me and for my partner, the first time i came on this stage. I did something wrong, it wasnt very fun, i had the feeling that Yuri Nikolaevich looks from everywhere, apparently because i am grigorovichs artist, apparently because i. Hello. Today, for the first time, a unique spectacle awaits us , his name is obrek, i said that i would bring the best fighter, volodya ignatiev, an afghan, a sapper, such a guy, this is my money too, and i want to fight for it, reed, what are you talking about, yes i dont know, its some kind of premonition, girls, i deceived you, there wont be a concert, you promised us 40 dollars. And these are our girls, ill put them all here now, he ll kill you. Well hello, jaeger, shes nobody to you, why did you get involved in this . Its him, then, the one who saved me, youre nobody to each other, this is chechnya, we cant do this, we tell you, sapyon, whose path you crossed, i cant live without him. Abrek, the premiere of a multipart film, tomorrow after the program its time, yes, go home, wolf, what do you want with him . Do it, go away, let me buy it from you, saslan ivanovich, hello, dear, heres saslan ivanovich, hes known me since childhood, from school, he can tell you a lot, hello, hello, and he came, im already 10 worked, with he was in charge of his very, very childhood, of course , he shone, but. I come, he says, open up to me why did you come, i say, there is giselle, i want this composition, you dont need to watch, you see, there were such individuals here who they could have told you, my dear, youre sick , you need to get treatment, because yesterday there was a performance, apparently something was wrong, she didnt like it, she didnt tell me that i was very ill, i just needed to get treatment, thats all. There was my beloved nelechka, the kingdom of heaven, the illuminator, every time i appeared, she shouted as soon as i add light today, and she had such big breasts, like, well light you up, now, i grew up in their arms, how could i relate to them, i adored them all, i needed their respect, but it was not bought, dear, glorious, ring, you, my dear, have the opportunity to communicate with eternity, with god, with this piggy bank of powerful emotional, creative energy. Nature has so generously gifted you with beauty, intelligence and talent, you have made wonderful use of all this, this is your life path, your love for the profession, your achievements. Creative and human, since childhood i dreamed of being a bullina, but somehow you and i diverged in time to be born into this world, and i understand that due to this i will not be able to enjoy your support. I am now. Girlfriend , alla mikhalchenko, peoples artist , she was then my partner for many years , to this day we are very friends, and the chalochka usually always sat with her back, she opened it. And it so happened that some stupid rumors began to spread, but i involuntarily, thats why for friendship with her, as if it was clear to everyone that im in a group grigorovich, because she was grigorovichs artist, and some people automatically stopped saying hello to me, and even though i didnt say anything except hello, never, but already automatically me. I was very impudent, then it just happened that they stopped everyone call, say that you please come, sign, that it was not a sudden strike, but it was planned, and i refused, they called me again, they said you will be fired, he said, well , fire me, like im free, i have no relatives , ill get settled, then it turned out that i was the only person. Any theater, any, any clash of ambitions, jealousy, envy, this leads sometimes to tragic consequences, but remaining human in this is the most difficult thing, i know what helped me, i know, i always looked at those who were older than me and i thought to myself, i dont want to do that, i dont want to go barking at everyone, i dont want to go around for. The whole pandemic, so i was working on the brains and body of this individual, for me Nikolai Maksimovich is a man of extraordinary magnitude and he simply turned my life and i dont i kind of know what Nikolai Maksimovich means to me, no one means to me as much as he does, well, yes, yes, katya, yes, thats it. Correctly and completely, you get the feeling that you are always on the side of good, you dont have this doubt, which seems to be. Tempting you, this is the strongest temptation, no, i was strongly tempted, why not, well, first of