all heterodox thinkers that would be caught dead on breakdown finance, corporate media. first up, james, our counselor in was diagnosed with cancer in 2009 when the doctors told me the cancer was incurable . i knew i had to make a change. so i decided to travel to one of the most toxic places in america, florida. one of florida is biggest industries and best kept secrets, is fostering in the biggest player in 80. $5000000000.00 industry is mosaic, and i, there are reports of millions of gallons of contaminated water now flowing into the florida aquifer. my problem is the chronic. i don't want to hear that word polar thing, but that's what it is. i'm in 2013 my uncle, our family dog. my brother was 21 years old, myself and my father were all a 100. wow. yeah. all right, and they could play it right. yeah. maybe they'll actually, we're, that our help is more important in a this is what happens when you have a child with lots of medical problems. i'm putting all of these at once. you don't have to worry about it. he has scoliosis and he just had surgery in august. this one right here they did was that he has spinal at these us and he has an extra vertebrates when serv city i does, it said like this. and it was cutting off one flow and nerves and all of that is a high functioning artistic. i wish i could see the world like he sees it for one day . the hearing things that normal people don't hear seeing things that normal people don't see his. he sees details that we don't and he hears things that we don't and at i would love to see the world as he sees it. his he, he picks up everything, he feels things that we don't feel temperature variation differences and textures. smells and it's awesome. i never, ever, ever want him to be quote normal cuz kids with autism. rock it he shot dionte shot 22. he shot, you know, 25 percent. oh that he talks about he wants an a k or has been that much money. but yeah, he has, he has his own guns. when he gets under, who gets healthy and where he ends end up for a long period of time, and handle the recoil. negotiate and hulu. 1118 busy day today. biggest story in our city for sure. so when your remembrance of the clackamas town center shooting, cindy, you will watch for life. there. she was hospice care nurse. her daughter jenna is in the studio with us. how are you doing it yearly? i don't know. not great. honestly i angry, i would be so yeah, yeah. ringback ringback someone asked me the other day if i will ever be able to forgive the best person who killed my mom. the answer is now giant. everything gets better. thanks. i really do will be out there tonight by 30 candlelight, vigil, clackamas, down center. i hope you come down who, at this time of the year, those around the country are packed with here in children. many of them are going to see if the ins and for a lot of families were here at the black midtown center one year. and that's night, that magical moment ranking, who are you going to speak 1st? a good day. my mom and steve are here. that's mom and i was absolutely right. she with i don't know how to frank thomas. we miss her every day. with this last october, my sister in law, jesse, she was brutally murdered. she was shot in the head by her husband who she was in the middle of a divorce with. she got a restraining order, not too long after he forced his way into her house and shot her in front of her 2 young daughters. i was asked afterward by several people. chris, doesn't that change how you see gun control? i always responded with, absolutely not. my wife is over there, selling shirts, to raise money for domestic violence awareness and her sister's name. can you go back to that day? well, they're getting ready to watch the football game. and i had a hard to really watch the foot long in the ducks were playing. and i was, i got to call my mom. and she said that there was a shooting over and just apartment. and we didn't know where jesse was. and 1st i was like, ok, so there was a shooting. didn't know it was jesse's. we didn't really know anything. and then i call her and of the hospitals and hold us where she was at and we found her. and i was the 1st one there to see that she was shot him if her address was conceal a little better and probably kind of at least floated down. but i think the biggest thing that would have helped is if she was armed the ridiculousness of the gun grabbers has gotten to epic proportions. people. how many of you guys have heard of the board game clue? you've got the pipe branch, the lead pipe, the rope. guess what? the revolver piece that was less than a half inch, big, offended a parent and they removed it. i think they have forgotten. we are the boss. they work for. what we say go is not what they said the, me, all i i i shame owns you can for you until you get every interest to you. are you burning right and flaming in the i i i why do you think there isn't much simple dialogue on this? why has it become so polarized? and is there a middle, why is there a middle ground somewhere? you know, after new town i thought there was a middle ground i thought were going to ban these clips. these are multiple shot clips. that's going to happen. and we're gonna get background checks. but then both of those things were blocked. those things never happened. and i sort of lost hope, and i think a lot of people have lost hope. the really doesn't seem to be a middle ground. and one of the things that i tried to establish in, in guns was that there should be a middle ground. really distill. think something simple bass like, maybe something like this. where's the simple outline of the state? and then just get rid of the background color. you just had the right and that was it, right? the gun control movement needs to understand it takes a long time. it takes persistence, it takes patience, but it takes constant advocacy. mothers against drunk driving was started in 1980. it was one small change after one small change and one small change might occur in one state. and then another state would adopt that tougher penalties for offenders. more prevention programs, lowering the illegal limit from drunk driving. i have seen a similarity between some of the tactics. i think the energy is using compared to some of the tactics that the alcohol and hospitality industry used in our fi, particularly to lower the illegal drunk driving limit the alcohol industry initially in illinois said absolutely not. they are going to take away your glass of wine at dinner. they are going to make a criminal out of somebody who has a cocktail. all these bars and restaurants are going to have to close. we were able to prove that those claims were number one, not true. and number 2, once we did past the law, the hospitality and alcohol industries joined with us to promote the law. so it will be great if at some point me in our a joins with the gun control advocates and says, let's do work together on this. and we can find common ground, like ah, if it seems there is a shooting in a school every week now, a group that keeps count says there are nearly is about one a week since new towns. the latest happen just hours ago near portland, oregon. and it was deadly, they say the shooter that went into that high school this morning as dad along with one student. that shooting began just after 8 o'clock this morning. just as students were getting started with their day, a very active scene and a community in shock after a shooting in trout, dale at reynolds high school, again, my 1st reaction was not again, my 2nd reaction was to get really mad. somebody was raising a child in a house with an a r 15 and hundreds of ground ammunition. what kind of message was that child being sent living in the house like that? yeah, they have a 2nd amendment right to do it. and we got 2 dead kids to show for it. and i just feel a sense of personal failure. what could i have done to make a difference? and that haunts me. it all the time. we have to work harder. ah, this is your sequence of tones and you think x is going to happen. you know, why happens instead of distinctive breathing responses engage that are relevant to how we experience reward and pleasure while listening to some people looking at this is the kind of abuse because it kind of choreographing of our expectations. so soon it set, ah, and then darshawn in some modern patches scan here with me, fray on live down hand in hand. oh oh, so it goes, oh, you're my friend. great down long del leon. not gone on and on. oh, this of aftermath of gun violence. oh, but i truly believe that we can have our guns. oh, we can do so responsible. sho, get our hearts in so it go. oh oh ah oh. zillow and gone. ah ah. here's how it shakes out. first, there's the shooting. second, the initial t v. news reports often accompanied by fourish is a music and dramatic breaking news logos. 3rd comes confirmation that it's not a false a lot of ammunition. 4th, the 1st video, it's always from a cellphone. if the 1st on c news reports filed by those local reporters who must sub until the atm arrives, one or more will use a phrase add as many as 4 put followed by a number. 6th, the correct equation, x dead y injured 10th. the shooter is identified correctly and we get to look at a yearbook photo in which the guy looks pretty much like anybody. 14th recaps of previous shootings begin 17th. the n r i announce is they will have no comment until the details become clear. 18th, while politicians decree a national dialogue about gun control. 21st. any bills to change existing gun laws quietly disappear into the legislative swamp? 22nd, it happens again, and the whole thing starts over. that's how it shakes out. i don't know if anybody will remember that essays 50 years from now or anything else that i have written or might write in the future about guns. but if they do, the only thing i'd, i'd like is for somebody to say he was on the right side of the issue. and i hope i am, i believe that i am, but of course, belief is part of the problem here, isn't it? i mean, does strong belief on both sides. i in i me in me the tonight, every town is having their kick off of and i get to the point a lot or i'm like changing you know, same old, same old and then i'll do these little things and i'm like, oh yeah. okay, i can make a difference. so we're about to start the next session. we are really hoping to pass. and finally i me, oh i i ah, bells at center stage of salem sudan. c 941 passed by just a few for several hours of debate. ah, if it states a one way or the other is a big deal. never gotten this far. i want to thank everybody for coming. we're going to work as hard as possible to make sure that everybody is able to get their voice heard. despite the continuing incidents of gun violence in our own state, oregon, lawmakers have failed to fix problems and our gun laws. that is an embarrassment. and it's time for change. lou, we're about to reach the culmination of a 20 year close to a 20 year process. mm. good morning, colleagues. happy monday to everyone. the house will come to order. representative williams and muse adoption of the committee report on senate bill 941. it closes the loophole in oregon's 25 year background check law for selling and transporting firearms. why realize that things might actually change was when we were in a balcony and actually voting on it, clark will open the voting system. ah ah, in today's climate it is almost in freaking possible to pass any kind of gun safety reform. but organ is bucking the national trend with this to wait for steve to listen, needs to live for others, but it will have a positive impact and i will save lives down the road. there's no question about it . we have accomplish something in something that we did were cindy in our minds. she was a marshal warmer. she was a very strong advocate for justice and for things that are are right. mm. tv. really proud. she won't be as wearing a thing. how stuff like that, like i wouldn't be doing us if it weren't for her death, but yeah, now she'll be really proud. she me, cherry, nathan, totally. ah, [000:00:00;00] a there is a lot happening in our country. it's just not happening as fast as some people would like including me, but it is happening. i don't see myself backing away from this issue for quite a while. there's too much at stake. mm. it takes time to change things around. i want to accept that. now but changed those come as long as you're persist in learning more and more in jail, an issue for people, every one person that's kill effects, the whole community. ah m. i don't accept the idea that mass shootings have to be a part of american life. why oh mm hm. oh yes i oh sure. in the evening when you say 02 lane. yes, 8. 0 a is a ah. and so it begins 2 weeks of our christmas and new year's the specials, in which we look back in the year. that was, and parents in the future with some of our roster of amazing guests, all heterodox thinkers, that would be caught dead on breakdown finance, corporate media, 1st up, james howard, concert. mm hm. oil and gas manufacturing, electricity, telecomm, guys potations. all of them now have io t type of infrastructure connected to the internet for clarity, realizing there's disruptive potential that those countries can't ignore it because it threatens national security issues. but if we take the nato e u countries, virtually all of them subscribe to certain doctrines and maintains selling but tell us forces. they are a cyber army on behalf of a country that's their job. so should we describe our time? what is the zeitgeist, as they say? do we have a sense of direction and purpose? we also hear a lot about the desire to return to normal. what does that mean? are we actually living in the new normal in the exclusive interview with our say, you rushes for a minute to says moscow will react to a flagrant attempt by pearl into our teeth. you german language channel, that after your pleading satellite provider relieves it at the request of the country's lady a regular life with we cannot tolerate it any longer and we believe is unacceptable . situation will go on. we will have to respond to it. so i brought that also