If we look at this panel, you can see a lot of the old place of screws that were done by your previous surgeons and they did a great job, really your orbits. Naval bones are in the right place. And as just left over titanium plates, well put the dental implants in take out the titanium mash. And then when we uncover the implants, well do the last one that will be created the vestibule. Okay. Youve come a long life, youve had a lot of surgery. Yeah. Theres still another one to go after that just for natalie. Yeah, ill be happy. Will your smile with teeth back at me . Miss hill. You take care of her until then. Remember not the anything after midnight. Right. Ok. Yes. Can have Pizza And Beer up to midnight, but night after that the the what i got locked up my girlfriend is pretty she had the baby boy. I like my liking our Heart Prison Man when i got home. Father. Hello my dad very much. Like im kind of seem to see a lot of people out of the windows and every time im in public, a lot of people shake my head. My dad grow definitely sees well as his Role Model wants to be like him in Myers Everything about his Day Care Fun is really strong. I know that will has been through a lot of things and i think he probably just said that he went to jail. He did sing years like that was probably just straight for oh yeah. Did seniors and joe and away from are the is there meeting him now . I was your 5. Well that was the past, but how did you overcome all of date for judging for him . Honestly, hes a strong, mentally, strong, to overcome all day in such as deal with in, in come out a good person. The the when we 1st moved up here. If we had room to town for something really the front door wide open was ours. Get in and out. We had no fears. Dal changed pretty fast. I of devices that helped me, you know, whats going on around my place . 247. The crane triple errors. I know somebody who i can weighs around my house. I put up motion detectors and i can tell you where theyre at, which one gives off its own signal. So i want the house was going to be and i can tell us that every car thats associated with this road, i know exactly who it is without looking outside where i am and things going around me. I put things to where i can get to them, no matter what situation developed really being no day or the middle of the night. Ah, im afraid i show them at time to have my wife afraid. Hey nurse or me. I wake up screaming. I wake up, last, dreams are horrible. I can hear myself talking. I know im in bed, but i cant sher me. I see things that i have to rationalize. This is real. I see images on a wall. I see people standing already in the guy say im looking at those current journey. She had her so i stand in there like dream and again, and thats a scary part is waking up in reacting to something that isnt real how i may react to it. Yeah. Its every night as a different space. I really live this every day. The people look at the different ive really good friends that were everything. Do people make comments . They kevin, how are you doing today . Hes gone some time in a little bit. Have handlers weve been married 25 years. Her life is pretty much right around here. It really was 6 we sure worrying down highway for get on was getting it when i took when live it that dog and i feel me and a large parties. 14 was 15 years, all the born with it and we spend that much time with i never had a thing or a word so devoted to me. He would give up his own life for me in a 2nd. Were hard, hes going to go right up here. I got Cedar Tree down over here and im going to pull it up. Im going to make bench right here. I got this crush marble. Well done. Im going to frame it and cover it with a white marble rock. This is what ive been working on. Now my pain all is flattering in total school. I use most in depth, soul searching and pondering center. I are just like this. Theres no phone, theres no tv this my quiet place and i spend most had time reflecting on harley my family. And of course that happened here that there was away the looking through was looking through with i think his Father Wasnt there. And when i looked into it was, the thing is mother didnt care. What im looking for was the Thought Death and destruction i want to look into was i thought, suicidal but and before looking through was sitting down in a chair. And hes saying is money to get him here to variable was his mother really . There was a really working looking to was the thing is little care with her. So i thought to myself like was number is this thing because i want to give you money. But the week when switching, he was every kind of funny. So i say the weight or the crack is a no, i need somebody to get me there. And bang. I looked into was the say the Truth And Sharon look to move to smirk like, man, was you even caring . I know the story also. Well, when i was an age i see myself said the father this out. I was raised by the trees. Im a grilled cheese sandwiches over care. See he was a high school dropout. I spam and drove, i did put in terms of Revenue And Neighborhood socially out of the house on a block. And theyve been dashed from the cuff until i got caught, and i just sit in the court. Now back on the street, this isnt true. Im here to bring hope tiffany, dont you . It was me. You want to help. So i look and see what i look and see. I thought image a myself, me ah, me. 2 2 when you come back into the community, regardless if you want to help and people may not want to embrace you. Forgiveness is a lot to a person and need to do. Forgive me, the new not mystery in them when climbing is and when to see the whispers in getting the shooting and if that what my password i know he was me car dear. We were friends on his free inquiry growing up. He definitely wanted to murder and it scared me to know that this guy killed his guys brother. And then it was hard talking to him and talking to him until they talked to one another. When it wasnt. My name is i, you know, i thought for a minute, hows my, how give me a 2nd . I was going i thought the guy wishing i dont want to say no, i want to talking. We said that way. I said ok. I was about, hey, they said i gave you and then when the face of the beginning were you know, exactly, with what the mouth i know him, he wanted to kill will escape me even said his day. Now. You know, im talking to you and im telling you from heart. But these are 2 men to any given time. He could feel some kind of way in any given time, the people had to agree with this. There people are headed. Look to say ok about what he said. That was my best friend. I dont care about what he said. That was my nephew. The me, one of the worst m. A mass shootings in america was in Las Vegas in 2017. The tragedy a close a little of the real last vegas, where many say elected officials are controlled by casino owners. The vegas shooting revealed what the L V M P D really is. And now its part of the spin machine. Most of the american public barely remembers that had happened. That just shows you the power of Money And Las vegas. The powerful showed that true colors when the pandemic had the most contagious contagion that weve seen in decades. And then you have a mayor who doesnt care. So heres caroline goodman, offering the lives of the biggest residents to be the control group. To the shiny facades conceal a deep indifference to the people by going to say that they would take an action. Absolutely keep the registering and keep the slot machines doing. They use as a Money Machine is a huge Cash Register that is ran by people who dont care about peoples lives being lost when i was around them every day. I would feel different. Some days i will feel like i hope, you know, they are to day and other days im like wow, they get better at it because no matter what his brother go, no, he look in a picture and be like just a guy to kill my brother. So thats not easy test, but here now when matthew died, taylor was 8 years old. So trying to figure out his emotional state and what he was actually feeling was difficult. What kind of guilt does he caring about . This was always a big concern of mine. And so we spoke of it to him in terms of being an accident for many years, we didnt have any type of weapons in the Horror Shot guns, hand guns, rifle and everything. And got rid of all that stuff. When he was about 12, he started expressing again an interest in wanting to shoot when it would come up in those moments. How do you, how do you feel . You know, how, how do you think are you, do you think youre ready for that . And weve, weve shot a lot since that in the i believe that the mind informs the emotions and this is why i chose to shape things for tailor the way i did and, and give him the information that i did so that as he came to understand these things, his feelings would follow, and i believe they have the to me, it was important that he comes through this on the other side. Okay. The yeah, thats pretty much about the anesthesia, but do you have any questions for me now about the surgery . No, no, i have total say so. No, thank you. Total faith. The other way. Okay, thank you. Kristen, begin. This is now a 47 year old woman who has suffered a Gunshot Wound to the mandible, upper neck, and mid face period. She has gone through numerous reconstructive surgery and currently has a mature Bone Graft in place, set of house by a pe, Tv And Mesh period. Today, she requires a placement of 5 integrated fixtures. Removal of a foreign body, as well as the fat never grasped wed probably see 50. 00 to 60. 00 Gunshot Wound for a year, which 1012. 00 of them require major reconstruction. They are what we call a functional balls is to displace tissue or to basically remove it, blow it away, a few will a lot of individuals who come to us with Dice Wont they want to be reconstructed to what they look like 10 years ago. And i always told them reconstruction to the job that its reconstructed, its not normalcy. Every reconstructed tissue is never as good as the natural tissue that with loss me. I think a for Take Life and i think he did that because the person im to come in to gave me by forgetting i would that it was like, really impactful as he knew. And as i wow, i think id be bless. Okay. And tips and again, this case when we on a we maybe try to do is educate our community about that issue about how you deal with it. With their said forgiveness empties. Are you able to healing itself and still live your Life And Harbor so much Anger And Frustration . And he, we grew up believe in a lot of districts told us that we had to behave a certain way that we could come back down from a conflict that we could apologize to whatever may, like all those things that we action towards you dont deserve reaction sometimes you just say, you know what, im going to ignore and let it go. Because you know, at any given moment, the situation is google probably. Im talking about we want to live in that same life that we know that when we grew up with this bobby, its up to the right to talk with his 1st giving. This is really for yourself. First love to go around harbouring a lot of he mostly the Anger And Frustration and a heart if i didnt, they cant live. My son got killed. So that was, im letting me i will not help myself accountable left on my own account. I wasnt a good file, but thats still my boy to the day you let it out. You must have that in. Yeah. To have that in you going to be man theres laws my theme rather much violence. Not, not understand when people say never one barry, a child, i guess like one of the most part is building in the world and didnt know that Person Life was took. And then they have to teach myself a long time ago. When i started a transformation, thats the reason i wanted to change my life soccer. Forgive myself, the the never really comes out of like its the same person i guess all from the one you can only help and feel alone or something like that happens. And like youre the only one there thats feeling this way. I could feel different. Theres all different types and groups in my class, andrew and jason, different from other people have enjoyed. They understood me more than the others did. So yeah, thats what i told her. I dont think i was the right decision, but make a boss make a bomb . Yeah. Me and tiny met in 6th grade. He was about half a lie height. I just nicknamed him tiny. Like we need someone to shoot a gun. Usually a tiny Thats Kind of his position and he are cast the people the saw people would say i like organise your brother died. So why do you still own guns . Certain you have gotten rid of those a long time ago and my answer is no. And guns fascinate me by how like the mechanics of the stuff. Thats always why im fascinated with stuff like this and like mechanical stuff like that. But my idea of guns has not changed in the fact whether i should own them or not is change in the effect of safety. Today, were going to of a banana. Thats my nana. Because you know why not the, the idea of taylor being involved now in things when he wants to go shooting. When i know that one of the experiments that theyre going to do is going to involve an explosion. One of the things that i rely on is that for years i have poured into him Safety Digging in perfect. I do know that tiny held the gun. No knowing how to blow it in it. He has guns all the time and i trust him to be around me. Im not like you put that down. Youre going to going to kill someone because in the and hes not a murderer. It was an accident. You can like put in the clip of like him like getting blown up. I think the accident happened because that was gods timing for matthew. And i do believe thats how god intended it to happen. Thats what he, what down in taylors taylors book, a life we dont really know whatever is going to come out of these explosions, each explosion that we do. We dont know whats going to happen, but i trust god that whatever happens, its going to be his will and his timing for us. The everyone. All right. Great. So satisfying me. Our last walk is a 1st dog i had in 40 Years Race from the navy child hi, ms. Kevin leonard. We have a Schedule Today for my dog. 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